radiomigrationO negating ouroborosO drivel .001O wasteland & further; waiting for a slaughterO november is a month of ghostsO transformations // extremesO ravages of predetermined snow -O dulled.O il partoO ne temps pas.O expansionistic intimacyO heavy cloudsO making cracks in the sidewalk so i have something to step over;O a slight dervish of mood.O whiplash & a pair of scissorsO dark rain on a sunday night; jesusrain?O drivel about stupid people.O pendulous sorrow, blooming like tomatoes on the vineO the crushing loadO wrong ocean, bubO even my heartbeat is smiling between beatsO another gray sundayO this entry is only to update.O motion in a still lifeO lump in my throatO dwindleO strange weather patterns, and calm windsO outsideinsideO peevish narcissusO shift_O exhale slowly; grin a little.O bad weather patterns in my lungsO response to Dreamland;O the waiting game.O dog day journal, part one;O a quickie;O my larynx is an empty box & a hoarse moth flutters out;O rooks & knights (rb8+! nxb8)O uptempo, catch the downswing & ride it till dawnO (+sadphonic)O [click]O a bit calmer -O roughly meaningless.O violent piano wishing.O lonesome late night, punctuated by the flare of wet matches & hairbrush tugsO szerelem, szerelemO sadness comes when you start to miss memories that aren't yoursO disaffectation; or, knowing an entry sucks and not being able to do anything about itO a duel of doves, a murder of crowsO riding the biorhythm's gentle increase like a rollercoaster; expectant and breathless, wishing. something.O the second star in orion's belt has gone out, but the light from it is still travelling towards us, tonight we look up in surprise, it's gone outO in pain.O a Jill entryO redemption is found in an empty glass of lemonade, in the powder at the bottomO tongue-sword unsheathed, doing battle with a number of grendelsO atlas escapes, and the world levitates.O human sextant,O sunrise, a beautiful throat through which all of the souls of the world are regurgitated fromO a few steps short of the Romantic Ideal, that's me!O seawatersalt&no surprises.O devoured by insects, and other sundry tales sure to semi-fascinate youO upchucking&other such things.O it's a hanging kind of nightO l'enfant terribleO derelict ships sail placidly in the thick night skyO fantodsO women & the universe speak in tongues i can't comprehendO something i'm sure is close to the inversion of gravity;O eva cassidy sings autumn leaves. inside, i am all jagged horizons and crumbling buildings; it's raining on&off, clouds diverge and reconvene wickedly over the sun - this is the landscape of my heartO dreidel that always lands on 'nun'O eyes closed, foot tappingO hearts stars cloversO discovering eva cassidyO poor Noah, he stepped out of his Ark and God laughed and sent the rains again!O an interval of grey;O clearing my throatO the great HollownessO in short, i'm irritated and misanthropic. so if you don't think that's what you want to hear now, don't read this.O in seriatim; quam quam stultior.O blugalooO JasonŽO mindless ranting about stagnationO punchdrunk;O crazy dogs out tonight, bayingO exeunt depressioO sometimes i don't think i'm worthy of my skeletonO in quarantine;O the screamer rendered furiously muteO i am the meteorologist of the heartO early morning wake-upO a horse, champing at the bitO the only thing this night is missing is the mournful sound of a train-whistleO inhale, exhaleO the Western LandsO and jonah swallowed the whale, bit by bitO squinted eyesO a __________O night-wakeful cyclesO you'll see, i'll be amazingO personal entropyO sunburn, peelingO change in the pocket of my jeansO the phenomenon of a loose tongueO no tongues here, only welts on the skin and gaping red mouthsO if it snowed, it couldn't be more appropriate - weathersky is down, kiddies, and the chalkboard is snapped in twoO soleil decouverte a mes mainsO eleison, ma mere, eleison a votre compagnie et vos filsO OWO i am near to the centre of the revolving roomO a mild claustrophobiaO staccato heartbeats give away the true rhythm of the nightO new anthems to breathe,O c'mon, talk to meO shit, so THAT'S gravity?O i have so much nostalgia for a past i never livedO i wear my heart on my sleeve, my clothing is soaked with rainO sunlight in through the window with a radiator's hissO an inevitable horizon. looming. look,O to the tune of lassitudeO new iterations)O the night tasted like fruit and we bit into itO lemonade on the lawnO the sun is not a horse you can rideO cerberus' head unfurls in the smoke plumesO sehr gut?O gray-muzzled skyO cottonO anatomy(explanation 001)O i dissolve into morsecode, dot dot dotO interregnum-disconnected;[zilch]O wolfhound dreamsO seeing the shadowO i will evolve past thisO i live in a house painted by magritteO corey's glovesO everywhere you go ... "O i am not don juan-quixoteO a deluge of blank polaroidsO daylight saves, just like JesusO i am productive & settled.O i am waiting for the downpour to ceaseO bright eyes & switchfootO the war in me, or, jack [in.the.box] comes outO discontinuedO stop-stop-go (red lighted arrow turn left)O spiderwebs accumulate in the desire-cornersO only slightly relevant to the matter at hand; digressiveO obscenityO oh, ain't that americaO the blinds have been shut. light leaks through.O the backyard is missing something -O black trenchcoat, $9.95O "your hands are so smooth...O go fly over a building, supermanO ah, pucka lipsO je parle francaisO endymion stopped dreaming?O it creepsO with a capital RO coastal disturbancesO backstage, the war begins firstO and ten centsO i reinvent myselfO i listen to the days getting slower like a rubberband unstretchingO the failed alchemist of wordsO some dark & black loathingO jongleurO thomas edison, couldn't you have left well enough alone?O coaxing a thunderstorm from memoryO one more bottlecapO i suddenly seek a new forest of innocence to hide inO symphonies of wakingO & when it melts?O white short-sleeved shirtO o frail loneliness, you are not what emily dickinson spoke ofO juxtaposed with the unseasonableO the Howling bombdropO forty words &/or no winksO enshrouded, a blizzard of ghostsO adjunct to SleepO first?O